Like every year, I made a few plans for this year too. And like every year I was unable to finish them. I don’t make unrealistic goals anymore but make realistic goals that I can actually accomplish. Still I fall behind and then eventually give up. This year I made two main goals.
1. I will give up a self-destructive bad habit.
2. I will finish reading 100 books by the end of this year.
I did not give up the bad habit and I didn’t finish reading 100 books. I tried though, at first. I truly don’t have an excuse anymore. I know I’m capable of doing these things but I always end up not being able to do so. Now as the end of this year is getting closer I’m rethinking what I should do. Should I change my goal so that I can finish it or should I try to finish as much as I can with whatever time I have left.
This bad habit I have, I’ve had it for a long long time. So long that I’m dependent on it. Being able to live without it would be great. Every time I try to give it up, I lose. I am tired of losing. It would be great to win for a change.