Pain

As the pain becomes unbearable,I reach for the painkillers.And I ask myselfwhy didn’t I reach for it before?Why did I let myself suffer for so long?What was I trying to accomplish?Was it worth it?PainThe truestmost purest part of lifePainThat rips you apartCuts you like a knife.PainThat keeps you awakeAnd drowns you at the same time.PainThat…

My refuge

As tears threaten to fall from my eyes, I say to myself “I am not sad, I am just hungry. Food will solve everything.” So I take refuge in dessertTo fill the desert In my heartTearing me apart

A million dreams

They sang loud and clear. “Cause every night I lie in bedThe brightest colours fill my headA million dreams are keeping me awakeI think of what the world could beA vision of the one I seeA million dreams is all it’s gonna takeOh a million dreams for the world we’re gonna make” But my trouble…

Dreams or nightmares

I understandBut I just don’t get it.How can someone just ceaseTo exist.How can someone disappearInto thin airAs if they wereNever here.Am I dreaming?Is this real?Is it true?That I’ll never get to see you.Or is it a nightmare?Can I wake up now?

Valentine

I love flowering plants Much more than flowers. Still every February Among othersI bought flowers. Most of the time I gave them to you.I loved seeing that smile,You tried so hard to hide, In the corner of your lips. Giving flowers,I learned from you. The flower you gave me first,Died within hours,But it lives,In my…

What I feel about you

There’s somethings about you.You don’t know that do you?It’s something that I feelWhen I see you kneelIn front of me.I can’t take my eyes of off you.My dear,Can you hearMe.It’s neither love,Nor lust.It’s neither hateNor disgust.It’s just something I feel.Something real.

The sky wasn’t blue

The sky was dark green,And the ground was blue.With a hint of orange hue.The kite I had,FlewWhere toNo one knew.Even I didn’t have a clue.Things happen like this.Things I had,Good or bad,Turns into a memory.Knowing nothing lasts foreverStill, we want forever.We ask for the impossible,Thinking we’re ableTo make it possible.Living in denial.Walking in the aisle,Of…

Flight

You flyHigh, so highUp towards the sky.But you fear and cry.Like Icarus, will you die?If you lose your wings,And fall in the sea,Dead will you be? SoYou fly low,Towards the sea below,Though you knowThat’s a no-no. You want to showThe world how you grow.Grow fast and not slow.And you let things go.Things from long ago.Things…

Empty stairs

When I’m walking downstairs,Towards the the darkness there,You’d be standing here,and stare,Like a shadow that care.So no one would dareTo hurt me.You’re always here,Anything else was rare.From where I stand here,You look so fair.Black and white hairWith love so sincere.Feels like breathing in airWithout any fear. Now that space there,Where you wereUp above the stairWill…

What to do?

What are you suppose to doWhen nothing makes senseAnd you question reality,Live in denial?When you want to punch air,Break the groundAnd drag the sky down?When you scream from the top of your lungsAnd wake up the whole town.When you cry and cryBut tears doesn’t flow.You see white all aroundBut that’s not snow.You scream in pain.Though…